I love that no one reads my blog!!!!!!!! It's 10:10PM This is from this morning! 

May 14th 2010. 7:54AM I’ve been laying awake for a while now. I woke up thinking of memories of when I was a child. I was thinking of times as far back as I can remember when I must have been 3 or so. I also thought about times when things were just good. Not great or not even the bad times but when they were just good. I believe we create our own trials and tribulations. Even in the midst of a disaster, we make the choice whether we are going to allow this to defeat us or whether we choose to overcome this. I can’t allow myself to keep living the way that I am. Life is way too short. My memories of being 3 years old are as close to me as I am 30 now. I won’t let another moment slip by without me allowing it to have the possibility of being good. I need to make a choice and follow through with it. I’ve made mistakes but I have a whole bright future ahead of me... including today. 

Today's my 30th Birthday! Ha I can't believe it, seemed like yesterday I was turning 21! It's 10:57PM and I'm glad the day is over and you would be too if you spent the day with them too! lol. There is one person that didn't say Happy Birthday but that's okay! No one really gives a shit! It's been a great day! Had Sushi by one of the most awesome people I know! Thank you God that I'm still alive!!!!